Post by ROXANNA JANE MOXIE, on Jan 1, 2012 21:25:39 GMT -5
january first, 2012
ringing out like a shotgun in my head
ringing out and i just can't go to bed
[/color][/center]ringing out and i just can't go to bed
dear tumblr,
[/size]so this is it. the big move. after a year of taking a break and everyone getting their heads on straight, it's finally time to go back to the tour. i'm a little nervous to be completely honest. i mean, i've pulled myself together a lot, cut way back on the X, started taking my meds more (but not too much, don't worry i'm still crazy), and i've even cleaned up my looks. amazing what a membership to gold's gym, slimfast and a bowflex can get you, huh? this feels like a reunion to me. when i step out of my fancy little car and see everyone back together again, what's it gonna be like? what are they gonna think? and brodee...
oh god, brodee's kept me up at night. he and i have been talking, but i haven't seen him in awhile since he went back to england. i miss him a shit ton. it's so fucking stupid. every time i think about the fact that i'm going to see him again, it feels like i'm about to pass a fucking kidney stone.
c'mon rox, get yourself together. you look like a sexy bitch, you're still the same old roxie minus the psychotic instability of a lady that got shot (not that i don't still think about that, trust me). what are you gonna say when you see sonny? ugh. not looking forward to that asshole. oh well. why worry about it? i'm fearless bitches. let's scare em. ;]
