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Post by TEXAS RUEBEN LAPLACE, on Feb 5, 2012 13:12:14 GMT -5

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( TWENTY-THREE ) ( MALE ) ( BAND FRIEND ) ( VILLAINS AND SINNERS ) ( BISEXUAL )

basics .

my name is texas laplace. most people call me tex because they're too lazy to say on syllable more than that. i am twenty-three years old and wishing that that could never change. my family consists of two adopted fathers, two brothers, and a husband. i have a pet pig, among other pets. my favourite was a spider called aragog, but he died. i used to love science, and music, and a lot of things. i seem to have forgotten how to enjoy anything now though...

personality .

i could tell you a lot about how i used to be. i used to be energetic. i used to be constantly happy. i used to jump around rooms with my best friend, jake, dressed as spiderman. i used to laugh at everything, and i took nothing seriously. but then everything changed.

i don't know what i am now. i am nothing. somewhere along the line, i lost myself. i've forgotten how to be that person that i used to be that now seems like a different person. everything scares me. i jump at the slightest sound, and i have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that i'm constantly going to be sick. my adrenaline's on a constant run, and i'm always ready to flee. strange how the only thing i'm running from is myself.

you'd think i'd have toughened up - learnt to stand up for myself. but i could always do that before. i just take it now. i don't even think i'd defend my husband. it feels like i'm always on the sidelines; like there's always a sheet of glass between me and the world, and the only time that goes away is with jake. and that is exactly how i like it, because if i'm behind glass, nobody can touch me. the glass is my sanctuary.

i'm sort of afraid to live... i want my life to be in complete safety. padded walls would be fine...

history .

i was born in texas... that's where my name came from. but they took me away from my parents. i've never been told why they didn't want me, or why they were unable to have me. i've never had any desire to know. i was adopted by two men - ro and lo. they were gay, so unable to have their own children. they'd previously adopted two other boys. they were brothers. they grew up to be gay too.

me being me, i grew up to hate the fact i was surrounded by homosexuals. i wasn't exactly homophobic, i just never wanted to follow in their footsteps. that's when i met jake. well, no. there was a lot of shit before that. mostly consisting of me playing with a chemistry set, then deciding i liked the science of music too. i played around on various music programs and taught myself a range of instruments, mainly guitar. naturally, this led me to finding my band - dear earthlings.

that is how i met jacob ian lee, my husband. we started out as best friends - the best friends that would never part, and knew each other's every move. i cared about him a lot. i was once really against drugs too... then i convinced jake to take some with me, and he ended up in jail. it was ages before i managed to get him out of there. a long time passed, there were some threats from his family, and i proposed to him... twice. the first time wasn't very romantic, so i did it again.

then he was diagnosed with cancer. the worst day of my life. i'd managed to get myself addicted to acid, and he'd been taking care of me. i hadn't even noticed how he was complaining about a pain in his back.

and the drugs got worse. it became too much. i couldn't handle anything. so i was sent away to get help... 'help'. but now i've come back, because the only thing that can help me is my jake. i need him.

( BECKY ) ( 16 ) ( 5YRS ) ( GMT ) ( WILLIAM BECKETT )

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